My dh is coming home this morning!! He has to get some paper work done, then he is going back to start his job. I have been so down, that when he calls he keeps saying you don't seem very happy about the job, and last night it was you dont seem very happy about me coming home. I am happy, but I just feel empty, I know it is because he will just have to go away again. Not sure if I will ever get use to being a grass widow, not liking it.

By Eve on Tuesday, January 27, 2004 - 11:56 am:

((HUGS)) I wish there was something I could say to help! Are you involved with a church or another group where you could find some support while your DH is away? Hang in there!