Hi all and thanks for all the support....
Things are just getting worse by the day...I just got done cutting his fingernails, I don't know where I am getting the strength or where it is coming from...he said someone was laying in the bed next to him, he thought it was his guardian angel And I hope it is...
My friend Michelle who helps me take care of him each and every day....(Hospice comes in but are no help!) He told her (Michelle) today he just wants to go home...she said you are home..but in my mind I think he meant he wants to "Go Home"
Please continue your prayers for Pa...And may his guardian angel take care of him...
Thanks and {{{BIG HUGS}}} to all of you!

By Enchens on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 12:04 am:

(HUGS) and prayers for you both.

By Colette on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 05:24 am:

((Kathy))

By Dana on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 05:46 am:

Many HUGS Kathy. Prayres for all of you.

By Mom2three1968 on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 07:51 am:

((((Kathy))) Prayers for you and your Dad...

By Dawnk777 on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 08:19 am:

{{{{Kathy}}}

By Bobbie~moderatr on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 08:39 am:

Oh Kathy, ((((BIG Hugs)))) Prayers for you all.

By Tayjar on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 10:59 am:

Kathy - you and your dad have been in my prayers. (((Hugs)))

By Annie2 on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 11:12 am:

Thinking of you, Kathy.

By Vicki on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 11:19 am:

Hugs and prayers.

By Crystal915 on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 12:01 pm:

(((Kathy))) Your family will be in my thoughts, I hope your father is comfortable, and can go peacefully when the time comes.

By Pandamamaoo4 on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 02:40 pm:

My prayers are with you....God is giving you the strength now!

By Kernkate on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 05:08 pm:

Thank you, they are now giving him more morphine to keep him comfortable...He has slept most of the day today. His blood pressure is very low today but his pulse is way high. Hospice said he is not relaxed enough and they thought the morphine would help.
I am going to take a few days off of work to be with him 24/7 I can't go to work when he is like this...

By Colette on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 06:24 pm:

I think that is a very good decision. I was exactly where you are last September. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

By Dana on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 09:01 pm:

Still praying for you. I wish I could just stand with you and let you lean on me for a while.

By Missymelissy on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 09:03 pm:

(((HUGS)))

Kathy, Did you get my email?

Thinking of you. Its amazing where the strength comes from.

Chin up Sweetie. We at Momsview are all here for you.

By Wandilu on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 10:48 pm:

God bless you,sweety !!

By Yjja123 on Tuesday, September 16, 2008 - 11:26 pm:

You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers!!
((((((hugs))))))

By Kernkate on Wednesday, September 17, 2008 - 01:17 pm:

Missy I didn't get your email
Well today isn't a good day I can see bluing in his knees and his hands are becoming blotchy looking, which means the circulation is decreasing.
He is very hard to hear his voice is so low.
He is resting right now. Maybe God is ready for him. It will end all this suffering for my Pa. God bless him for all he has been thru.
I will keep everyone updated.

By Colette on Wednesday, September 17, 2008 - 01:54 pm:

((Kathy)) I am so sorry you have to go through this. You should be resting now too.

By Annie2 on Wednesday, September 17, 2008 - 02:15 pm:

Rest while you can. I'm sorry you are going thru this with your Pa. We are here for you

By Debbie on Wednesday, September 17, 2008 - 03:26 pm:

{{{Kathy}}} I am continuing to keep your Pa, and you in my thoughts and prayers!

I am so sorry you, and your family are having to go through this!

By Mom2three1968 on Wednesday, September 17, 2008 - 04:08 pm:

I am sorry to hear about your Dad Kathy, I hope you can get some rest... God bless you all.

By Missymelissy on Wednesday, September 17, 2008 - 08:38 pm:

Kathy,

I will resend the email.

I'm sorry you are going through this.

Take care of yourself.

By Missymelissy on Wednesday, September 17, 2008 - 08:42 pm:

I just sent the email

By Reds9298 on Wednesday, September 17, 2008 - 09:47 pm:

Oh Kathy...you and your Pa are in my thoughts. Hang in there. {{{HUGS}}}

By Rayelle on Wednesday, September 17, 2008 - 10:25 pm:

(((HUGS)))